[Ryan is trying really hard to not indulge in what he actually wants to do, which is completely shut off all of his feelings and act like it doesn't matter than he's technically being rejected here. It's not like Min would really believe him at this point anyway.]

I've never had something serious with a guy. And girls...it was always a disaster.

[With guys it was always a one night stand, and with girls it never lasted. They always got sick of him and left. And the last thing he wants is for Min to get sick of him and leave.

He finally lets go of Min's hand so he can reach up to put a hand on his shoulder.]

I get it though. It's scary, and you need time. It's-- fine. It's okay. Really. I mean...as long as you're cool with the fact that we did this all backwards and live together?

[The truth is, Ryan is a little scared too. Is something that was so normal suddenly going to be uncomfortable and weird? Ugh, he hopes not. And what happens if Min realizes he's a shitty partner and they wind up the way of Fleetwood Mac? Ryan isn't not worried about it, but he won't know if it's something to worry about unless they try.

He can wait though. He has to wait, or he'll lose Min by rushing him. He has to wait and it has to be okay.]

I'm here for you. And if that means waiting, then it means waiting.