[The silence is deafening. Min-Gi watches him from the corner of his eyes, waiting for some kind of response. His hand feels warm against his own, but it isn't comforting anymore. It feels like one of them should let go, but pulling away now will probably only be more hurtful.
It isn't as bad as it could be when Ryan finally does reply, but the hurt still twists in his gut. He can hear the sadness in his voice, and he hates it. He hates knowing he's the one who upset him.]
I want to be! I'm just... scared. I've never dated a guy before. [There's a self-deprecating little huff.] I've never dated anyone.
[It would be so easy to mess it up, and while he feels like he would be safer with Ryan in some ways... there's so much more to lose.]
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It isn't as bad as it could be when Ryan finally does reply, but the hurt still twists in his gut. He can hear the sadness in his voice, and he hates it. He hates knowing he's the one who upset him.]
I want to be! I'm just... scared. I've never dated a guy before. [There's a self-deprecating little huff.] I've never dated anyone.
[It would be so easy to mess it up, and while he feels like he would be safer with Ryan in some ways... there's so much more to lose.]