[He so wants to insist that it's better than everything he's been feeling today, because he really hates how this fear makes him feel like he's actively dying, but he holds back. It seems kind of shitty when he knows this is how Min feels things, and it's a little messed up to argue as though it's a contest.]
I mean...I didn't know you felt like this either, so. We're even?
[It's the best he can offer. Neither of them can change what they've said or done, but they know now. Ryan doesn't blame him, not even for a second. And sure, he feels bad about all the times he's been insensitive, but...
Actually, the fact that there's any hesitation there at all is remarkable. Ryan sighs, relieved.]
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I mean...I didn't know you felt like this either, so. We're even?
[It's the best he can offer. Neither of them can change what they've said or done, but they know now. Ryan doesn't blame him, not even for a second. And sure, he feels bad about all the times he's been insensitive, but...
Actually, the fact that there's any hesitation there at all is remarkable. Ryan sighs, relieved.]
I think this is kind of helping.