[It doesn't surprise Ryan that Min's noticed it. It's happened enough times that he's genuinely not sure which time Min might be talking about at first. It becomes clearer though, and Ryan squeezes his hand again, ready to turn the comfort back on him again.]

No, you don't need to be sorry. I did need time, and I found you when I was ready. ...I could hear you playing, and it kind of snapped me out of some of it.

[So, Min helped. He helped more than he might have even realized.]

And that one was...pretty bad. A lot of the time I can just push through, you know? Go through the motions until it sucks less, or until I can be done with whatever it is. Sometimes other stuff happens too, but...yeah. I guess I just...shut off for the most part.

[Whereas this feels more like he is not only on at full volume, but the speakers are turned up so high that they're blowing out.]