I could never get sick of you. Do you know how much time I spent thinking about you when you were gone? I never knew it was possible to miss someone so much.
[Sure he'd been angry a lot of the time, but most of that had been frustration at his absence, or his own inability to break free of the monotony of his life the way Ryan had. He can't imagine going that long without seeing him again, and he wouldn't want to. Ryan's a fundamental part of his life, and it's hard not to be around him.]
You don't have to tell me right now. If that's not the problem now won't it just make you worse to start thinking about it?
[Or would it help? It's hard for him to say since he's apparently been wrong about how Ryan feels when he's down this whole time.]
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[Sure he'd been angry a lot of the time, but most of that had been frustration at his absence, or his own inability to break free of the monotony of his life the way Ryan had. He can't imagine going that long without seeing him again, and he wouldn't want to. Ryan's a fundamental part of his life, and it's hard not to be around him.]
You don't have to tell me right now. If that's not the problem now won't it just make you worse to start thinking about it?
[Or would it help? It's hard for him to say since he's apparently been wrong about how Ryan feels when he's down this whole time.]