[He doesn't have to think about that. His response is quick and definitive, leaving no room for argument from Ryan. He's not unfamiliar with what Ryan's describing, but it's not something he has to deal with anywhere near as frequently as he used to. This isn't about him, but he gets it. He really, really gets it.]
You know... I used to get that feeling a lot. I still don't understand it, but... it happens a lot less since we got off the train.
[He's never actually had to articulate it before, at least not in so much detail. Ryan's helped him a lot, but it might not even be something he knows he's doing? Maybe he's just good at knowing what to say when it feels like the weight of the whole world's pushing down on him. That surprises him. He'd always thought that came from a place of understanding. Now their positions are switched he's not so sure how to do it himself, but he has to try. Ignoring it doesn't help. He knows that much.]
When you keep pushing a problem down, it doesn't go away. It just builds up. Eventually you can't do that anymore. It gets too much, or something happens... and it feels like the end of the world even if you know it's not. I actually thought you knew that. You're always so good at keeping me calm when that happens to me.
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[He doesn't have to think about that. His response is quick and definitive, leaving no room for argument from Ryan. He's not unfamiliar with what Ryan's describing, but it's not something he has to deal with anywhere near as frequently as he used to. This isn't about him, but he gets it. He really, really gets it.]
You know... I used to get that feeling a lot. I still don't understand it, but... it happens a lot less since we got off the train.
[He's never actually had to articulate it before, at least not in so much detail. Ryan's helped him a lot, but it might not even be something he knows he's doing? Maybe he's just good at knowing what to say when it feels like the weight of the whole world's pushing down on him. That surprises him. He'd always thought that came from a place of understanding. Now their positions are switched he's not so sure how to do it himself, but he has to try. Ignoring it doesn't help. He knows that much.]
When you keep pushing a problem down, it doesn't go away. It just builds up. Eventually you can't do that anymore. It gets too much, or something happens... and it feels like the end of the world even if you know it's not. I actually thought you knew that. You're always so good at keeping me calm when that happens to me.