It's not about that! It's not. I...I know that you won't.
[Then why was that so hard to say? Why does just the thought of it make his hands tremble? It's enough that Strut can actually feel it and squirms out of Ryan's arms.]
A-And like, I've been fine since then, so. It's not that. It wouldn't make any sense...
[He rubs at his elbow, unsure how to feel about the fact that his arms are empty now. None of this makes any sense and he knows he's been super weird and off putting, but he doesn't actually know how to make it stop.]
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It's not about that! It's not. I...I know that you won't.
[Then why was that so hard to say? Why does just the thought of it make his hands tremble? It's enough that Strut can actually feel it and squirms out of Ryan's arms.]
A-And like, I've been fine since then, so. It's not that. It wouldn't make any sense...
[He rubs at his elbow, unsure how to feel about the fact that his arms are empty now. None of this makes any sense and he knows he's been super weird and off putting, but he doesn't actually know how to make it stop.]